life's boring, some one change the channel plz!

Before i bombard you with my thoughts here's a joke that has a very in depth meaning. chk it out . .

FIRST, A HISTORY TEST.

In 1923, Who Was:

1. President of the largest steel company?

2. President of the largest gas company?

3. President of the New York Stock Exchange?

4. Greatest wheat speculator?

5. President of the Bank of International Settlement?

6. Great Bear of Wall Street?

These men were considered some of the worlds most successful of their days.

Now, 80 years later, the history book asks us if we know what ultimately became of them. The Answers:

1. The president of the largest steel company. Charles Schwab , died a pauper.

2. The president of the largest gas company, Edward Hopson ,
went insane.

3. The president of the NYSE, Richard Whitney ,
was released from prison to die at home.

4. The greatest wheat speculator, Arthur Cooger ,
died abroad, penniless.

5. The president of the Bank of International Settlement,

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shot himself.

6. The Great Bear of Wall Street, Cosabee Livermore ,
also committed suicide.

However:
in that same year, 1923, the PGA Champion and the winner of the most important golf tournament,
the US Open,was Gene Sarazen.

What became of him?

He played golf until he was 92, died in 1999 at the age of 95. He was financially secure at the time of his death.

The Moral:

Screw work.

Play golf.

--------Well the moral here is Stop being an uptight butthead and enjoy life, You probably get only one.

So its September 3rd, and im in my 4th year 1st sem. I'm scared yet happy, dreadful yet relieved. If i say Im moving on the fast track to successville then man am i yanking your chain. still no bloody clue what i wanna be in life. I'm life's bitch, screw me!

My bro's well off in the states (not havin fun but workin his ass off) mom and dad leading a seemingly random incoherent life like the old black and white movies. Day in and day out same old shit. No job, No girlfriend, No problem ( i know u assholes r like wait a min i read dat on some guys shirt, Ur damn right u did so CHUCK it).

Booked my GRE date on the 1st of oct which gives me 27 days to prepare for and iam not as usual. Ill be kicking myself for not preparing later but what the hell , dats just me. the worlds going crazy, chaos rules every moment of my life, my home is my sanctuary and my cage. I yearn to be free yet, revolted by the outside world and bored of the inside.

Inside and outside, its all we have, you can either choose to be in or out and none give me the satisfaction. Where are you???

Oh yeah i leave with an advise to you all. two movies you have absolutely need to watch. 1stly into the wild, the movie is just wow. And secondly "strange wildreness" is so blooddy funny, its an amazing hilarious movie from adam sandlers very own home production.

Watch it , laugh (preferably with a buddy), have fun and just laugh. iam veryyy good at it! Ciao!

WOW 6 months, what the hell happened to me?!

When i started this blog in 2006, i had one reason in mind, first to pen how i felt about things, dark and bright moments of my life and also to record my life. But these 6 months i just seemed to have lost touch with my spirit.

Certain things have happened that had a lot of impact one me, i think i have screwed up something valuable in my life and it wasn't my fault but my conscience refuses to agree with me. Education wise i have done a lot better than the previous semester. Thats pretty much it. I've had only one thing running in my mind now-a- days. Is this all whats life ALL about? Seriously?

Just a reminder to myself that i'm still alive!!!

Out of the 20 years of my life, i spent 16 of them in my old apartments before i moved out. All my memories sad one's good one's great one's , everything awesome, shit etc happened there and naturally ihave a deep emotional and sentimental attachment to it. After i moved out i still used to visit that place often. One day one of my neighbours while she was drying clothes in her balcony in the 2nd floor slipped and fell 2 storeys on the pavement and died on the spot. She was 56 years old. Her husband who was a very very very good family friend of ours was completely shocked and devasted. My mom my dad and my brother went to visit him and were with him that day and the next while i refused as i couldnt face him or more simply didnt want to deal with that fact. So after that incident which happened in sept 2006 i stopped completely visiting my apartments. On a flat above mine there lived a pomeraninan dog. It was there all my life. The owner was a friend of mine. Basically it became like a part of my childhood because i used to hang out on the terrace a lot and so did the dog.

Today night just an hour ago me and my friend visited the old place just for fun and i went to the usual place to see what was the dog upto cause its beena really long long time and i found out that it died 5 months ago. Something stabbed through my soul deeply as i lost something very precious of my childhood. As someone was cleaning up my entire memories one by one. Sweeping it clean. All i could say was "what"? Guess i'm a person who doesn't let go of the past and i need to learn.

You would know what i meant if you could relate yourself to something very close to you during childhood and then suddenly its gone along with some of your memories. I was in a complete shock and i still am. I dont know why i'm writing this and i dont care all i want to do is remember. When you have certain things you cherish it, when that precious thing is gone you remember it.